Too afraid to come close...

So near yet so far... that's what you are to me. You were there and I was here but I can't do anything about it. Have you ever felt that you wanted to do something but you don't have the ability to do so? I just can't... all I could do is to look at you, listen to you and laugh with you. Too hard to explain and too gloomy to feel. You were here but I was there... too far from you coz I was too afraid to come close... I hate this feeling....